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Life after death

“Belle! Belle! Wake up
...
I can perceive
them
...
Why?
What’s happening? And then
suddenly… all I can see is
nothing
...

I hear a familiar voice from a
distance
...
Can you hear
me?
And I started to get horrified
...


Life after death

Telling me, that I have to go back
...
I am in
coma
...
I wanted to
cry
...

I hugged my mom… My dad… My
boyfriend
...
They can’t sense
me
...


Life after death

I had a PICTURE-PERFECT life
...
I had my warm
family
...
I’m
doing well in school
...

“Let’s go to the beach this

Life after death

Thursday belle
...
And yes! I have to call
Vince…”
“No! It’s just us
...

While we are on our way to the
beach we were laughing at the car
and everything seems to be
alright
...


Life after death
And then that was all I can
remember and then now I’m here
...

I’m a soul in the air nobody can
see
...
I want
everything to back in place
Then afterwards, my boyfriend
Vince talk to my mom and dad
saying that he had to leave
...

I

don’t

understand

why

but

unexpectedly they kissed each
other
...


Life after death
I was really in pain
...
Why did they do this
to me? They cheated on me
...

Was the people who had never
been real to me all this time?
After they kissed, my boyfriend
Vince told Kat that it wouldn’t took
so long before I die
...

It was different from the way he
looks at me
...

It was unbearable
...

I ran away and confusingly far
from a distance I saw my mom
sobbing
...

I supposed, my life was perfect,
but I understood that I lived in vain
all of my life
...

Those happy moments I had were
a complete total lie
...
And I
don’t know where to go
...

After a successive run for a few
minutes this little girl caught my
attention
...
Then I be seated next to her
...


Life after death

“Why are you here? She said in an
enigmatic voice
I was shocked because I alleged
that she couldn’t see me
...
Aren’t you
scared of me?
“No I’m not
...

“Can I ask?” She queries
...


Life after death
“Why did you die?”

“Car accident
...


“Isn’t it painful”… She whispered
...
It is
...
I
think I wanted to cry
...


It’s

the

nonphysical death
...
Yet you can’t hardly move
apart from it
...


“I-I

don’t understand

kid
...

“Did you ever wonder why I can
talk to you? Because I’m dead
too
...
I
suddenly

felt

the

feeling

of

discernment
...

Then I stoop down and pray
...
But please
...
Thank you
for letting me know the truth
...
I’m so
sorry
...
Amen
...

I woke up on that hospital bed
...

She was sleeping right beside me
and patiently waiting for me to
wake up
And there I saw my dad on a chair
near the table sleeping
...


Life after death

I touched my mom’s hand it was
still the same warm hands
...

Suddenly, my mom was surprised
after seeing me woke up like it
was a miracle
...

And there I saw my boyfriend
Vince
...


But even If I knew the truth I still
love him
...


Life after death

I know there’s a reason behind it
...

“Mom
...
Vince
...

“I already knew the truth
...


Life after death

For an instance I know it is
Impossible or you might think I’ve
gone crazy or I got some sh*t on
my mind because I just got up
from coma
...

I saw those things you were
hiding from me all of these years
“Vince
...


Life after death

I never felt that sincerity you had
with Kat
...
But
those things are the SWEETEST
LIES EVER!

Life after death
“Mom
...
I assumed we were a
perfect family
...
But I was
wrong, everything was totally
wrong…”

Maybe if I didn’t die
...


You want to divorce each other,
right? Because dad wants another
woman
...
Please let me explain
...


You guys are the perfect actors
and actresses ever
...


They could make you stars
...


Life after death

I loved all of you
...

You are the ones I was with for
how many years of my life
...


Vince looked at me with despair
and said “Belle, I’m sorry
...
”

Life after death

Please
...
Forgive us
...


“Okay then
...
But
please don’t you ever show me
your faces again
...
And I don’t even
want to see her
...
I just couldn’t forget
and

that

towards me
...
And years
...


To anyone of them I already left
home and lived in an apartment all
by myself
...
Living alone
was hard
...

Sometimes I grow disheartened
...
Pain
makes people change
...

While I was doing my work in the
office my phone rings
...
”
It was a familiar voice
...
This is your mom
...

After I heard my mom’s voice I
immediately dropped the call
...
Right then, I
am certain
...

I was right in front of our house,
and my feet are shuddering
...


Life after death
She abruptly hugged
adjacent

so

skin-tight

me
that

so
I

couldn’t breathe anymore
...


“I always prayed to God, that you’ll
come back home darling
...

God will answer my prayers
...


“Indeed mom
...


Life after death
“Let get inside your Dad’s waiting
for you
...


And right then I saw dad
...
He tried his best
to smile at me even I knew that he
couldn’t
...


Life after death
“You’re dad got cancer a few
months after you left
...
It’s just us that he
loves most
...
people made
mistakes

sometimes

but

our

purpose is to love them and
forgive them for that is what God
wants… a-and the doctor said
your dad could die anytime soon
...
Right?
“Mom started to burst out into
tears
...
She’s right
...

After a few chit-chat with mom she
mentioned Vince with me
...


Asking about you
...
” Mom said
...
Kat went abroad
and

married

another

man
...
”

Mom’s words kept on up roaring
on my mind from time to time
...
Forgiving was
damn real hard
...
Give it a try
...

But there’s no one to be blame if I
will never attempt
...
I
know he would come back
...

If someone would ask me if I still
love Vince? Yes I still do
...
I could maybe be called
a martyr for this
...
The
world is only jealous because
they simply can’t understand
...


“B-belle
...

Smiling back at me
...


Life after death
“V-Vince?
Then he run towards me and
hugged me
...
Vince
said in sweet low tone voice
...
It’s unpardonable
...


Life after death
Will you marry me belle?

Tears begun to fall beneath my
eyes
...


But it’s all gone
...


Life after death

Why me Vince? I asked him with
an exasperating voice
...


Then he hold my hand while
saying “I’m sorry
...
Kill me
...
”
He said with an awful voice
...
It still couldn’t
pay off what you did to me!”

Then after that, I ran away
...


Leaving the one I love behind
...
I could have
forgiven and married him anyway
but I mounted myself for the
revulsion I felt inside my heart
...

It was painful
...


“Mom… dad… I’m sorry
...


“It wasn’t the end of the world
right? Could I still have a chance?
“Darling could you still forgive us
both?” Mom said
...
I missed them
and I know they also feel the same
way too
...
In a weak
voice
You’ll be our baby girl our first
baby and nothing will ever change
with that
...


Tears fall down beneath my eyes
...
I’m so
gratified and privileged to be loved
by them
...


I saw an old lady and then she
said,
“Who are you?” She said in
saccharine voice
...
And I had
a few conversations with her…
perhaps you know her
...


Then she sat beside me and
spoke
...
And she died
her, hoping to see her father
...
She
said,
“Do you know what the most
painful death is? It’s not the
physical death
...
”

Life after death
The woman started to cry…
I can feel the pain inside her, then
I hugged her
...


Sometimes, we can go wrong
...
It’s a bit
far
...


My life

had

changed already
...

Mom got so depressed and so am
I… Perhaps, dad made a mistake
before to me and to mom but it’s
just dad
...


Vince? He’s still the same
...
But who cares? He got
his own life and I’m not part of it
...
There’s still a bit of pain
but I guess
...

And me? I’m starting my life all
over again
...


Life after death
I want to see how great the world
could be… maybe I could marry
someone

someday…

we

will

never know
...
I’m worthy
someone who would love me for
the rest of my life
...
But I guess I’m
still learning
...
The truth really
hurts but those lies worse
...
This is the
real battle field
...




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